breath 73: still holding onto memories

assalamualaikum...

bile dh xde ape yg perlu aku pikir n menungkan...skunk dok eksaitet n cbok mengingat kenangan pahit n lampau buat bekalan utk termenung..wat derr???hai ahh..aneh bebenor usna nih..ish...lau dh xde bnda yg perlu pikir tu..xpayah la pikir..buang karan jer..plus rugi...hurmm..tp aku xleh nak tipu...sometimes...bitter memories seem sweet in my mind...ahhh...orthodox usna...hurmmm...

perasaan tu mkin2 mcm baru kene suntik ngan botox ble dok ulang kali dgr lagu love2 cmni lg la perasaan tu mkin kuat mencengkam kan..nak2 pulak aku dok jd stalker berjaya stalking wall maknusia yg pernah jadi sejarah pade aku..well..not all..some of them but still...a history for me...supposely..bnda2 gni xperlu la aku pikir..nak2 aku nih on my climaks way utk prove who i am..bnda2 gni xperlu sbnrnye ganggu idop aku...yepp2..aku ingt mereka bkn ertinya aku ni terdesak nak berpakwe-pakwi tp entah...cam yg aku cakap...bitter memories seem sweet in my mind..paham x maknenyer??aku bnci nak ingat..tp...no further answer...hurmmm...

so..aku decided..xperlu la aku berusaha teguh dan utuh nak lupakan all of them...biarlah dorang bersemadi lam kepala aku but at the same time..aku doa moga2 semua ingatan yg kononnya bitter yet sweet ni cpt2 fade away..its so bothersome..reti x???

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they are precious for me as a pure pearl breath

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breath 72: im not going to ask...

assalamualaikum...

im not goin to anymore ask when i will meet my soulmate...

im been curious about it for entire of my life..and its feel suck...

so now im goin to sit back..relax my arms...close my eyes...and smile...

coz im believe...eve is create for adam...and each adam will meet his rib oneday...

each time im ask myself...im ended with being upsetting....

each time im hoping for that..im finished up being hopeless...

its not a big deal when..where..who...is our soulmate....

the matter is...to keep the relationship lasting forever...

and try our hard to ensure it will become reality...

we choose wat we want to be...

we choose wat we want to happen...

we choose wat we want to create...

but the circumstance for our hope being achieve...

is infinite....

p/s try once to ask ourselves when we will died like we ask who is our soulmate..n u will be shocked...

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they are precious for me as a pure pearl breath

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breath 71: do the best

assalamualaikum...

phrase do the best...is a common sentence...btol x...sume org cube utk buat yg terbaik...ttpi sejaoh mne??ade x ble kte ckp nk buat yg terbaik tu...kekuatan tu tercetus dkt hati?sbb ble sudah tercetus di hati...for me...itulah iltizam kte yg sbnrnye...

so...wat circumstance might occur...aku cuma nak ckp satu jer pd diri aku...buat yg terbaik usna...so that..i wont regret...buat yg terbaik usna...so that...aku berpuas ati even bnde tu xjd..lau kite buat separuh jalan...perasaan unsatisfied tu lebih menyerang diri dri perasaan x mmpu buat...n aku sngt xske perasaan tu...tp lau kte bua yg terbaik...xkire la pape pom...insya-ALLAH..ia dalam pandangan ALLAH...

its so different between org yg buat dngn terbaik dri org yg xbuat dengan terbaik...once kite dh jerit pd ati kite do the best...sume spesies perasaan malu...segan...xyakin..akan faded away..sbb ape...sbb kite dh janji nak buat yg terbaik...hurmmm...so..aku xnak daa..ckp buat yg terbaik di mulut jer..tp bukan di hati...aku akan cuba sedaya upaya aku...

do the best...avoid regretting...

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they are precious for me as a pure pearl breath

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breath 70:into the new world...

assalamualaikum...

before im proceed..cantekk x header aku?wehehehe...jenuh taw aku dok ngedit bnde tuh...ekekeke...header tu pic bese jer...tp aku olah cket2 kasik cun...ekekeke...

wah...lastly leh online jgk..fuhh...naseb bek umie si tuan umah dh byr balik wifi..lau x botak la aku nunggu yer function..bosan!!especially xde teman sekepala kan..hehehe...tp pe2 pom..aku tamo ajar diri aku depends on one fren..nak kawan ngan sume org...sume org...bru la feeling to xde mix..xde hard...hehehe...

truthfully..dok kt cni snt2 mncbr..especially..kteorg xde kenderaan...terpakse bngun pepagi tunggu bas uitm..terpck kul 7.15 pagi tepi jalan tp ambilnyer kul 7.45...huu...sbb ye g amik org kt bndr dlu..naseb kau la usna dok cni..hehehe...

tp nak ase mngluh tu..xde la jgk...sbb..aku bru thu..manis jgk sbnrnyer...hehehe...well..ye turn as we wish..lau kite nk buat ye jd mnis..mnis la dye...lau xnak..xde la mnisnyer...so..bersangka baik la dgn tkdir ALLAH...xdenyer DIA nak seksa hamba DIA...Dia nak hamba DIA ni epy2 jer..ilek2 jer..tp perlu kene care..so i choose to berlapang dada..not waiting for wat happenend tomorrow..but face everything i might face in future..ready x ready..tu blakang kire...tp ble dh waiting..dh ready la kan..hehehe...

okei..tu jer..nak off dah..nak tngok cte pulak..bai2...

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they are precious for me as a pure pearl breath

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