chapter 82: cheer for you!!!

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3 januari..my first degree paper...wehehehe...ermmm...sedia?opkos....not!!wehehehe...but..insya-ALLAH..im pretty confident wit my self...ermmm..wat else...oyeah...12 malam aku blik kelantan!!giler x sbr nak jupe umie..abah...sume2 la...huhu...pastu...20 aku kene gerak blik...huk2...hurmmm...pastu daa xblik...sdeh kan...tp tu sume ecelly experience utk aku...pastu an...alhamdulillah...aku dah x mengidap sebarang penyakit ati daa...alhamdulillah...ase mcm relieved somehow..somewhere...sbb aku follow the flow..not pushin myself too hard...hehehe...ase mcm..okei..aku buleh accept all those thing yang aku face now..and aku didnt question why...alhamdulillah...aku hrp...perasaan aku pade unrequited love aku tu benar2 vanish...amin..insya-ALLAH...sbb aku sdirik xmo daa men tarik tali...tarik tali over sometin yg virtue cam ni...sbb aku sendiri x sure...sebab ecelly aku jer yg mencipta fantasi...coze im hope he will share same feelin as me...hurmmm...mjur dis time aku xhanyut jejaoh and aku sedar cepat2...alhamdulillah...once again..depth from my heart..aku sangat2 syukur...now..aku kene create satu care...ermmmm..cmne...even when aku face him nnti..maybe for the last time..dats y im prettry excited to meet him...hehehe...sbb aku..pasni aku mungkin dah xkan jumpe dye sbb dye mungkin akan cbok daa...ermmm...so its okei...hehehe...so..aku hrp...dis time...though just whispering inside my heart...aku boleh say a good farewell for him...not just only as a senior and junior..but also the a farewell for my unrequited love...

a good way though seem lame...put ur headphone...fake as you dont care...put ur eyes straight to ur handphone..or close ur eyes...loud the volume..and open when ur destination have reach..tu la care yang aku buat pun..hurmmm...and...one way...trust and yakinkan diri...he didnt make a glance towards you even a slight...paling tepat lagi...SEDAR DIRI LA WEI...tolong njangan perasan sngt...huk2...

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chapter 81: buat mu teman

assalamualaikum...

am i deserved to classified and say who them to me...nope..they just my good frens...^^...whoever look me as their fren..it will shot me same...i love you guys as you are...^^

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chapter 80:big joke!!

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ngah layan cite nuste hri neh..perghhh..dh lame x amik aura hindustan neh..asik korea jer...agak borin there..so ubah mud...tngok mister saruk yg umphh ensem nak mati..okei..im stuck with his hair..omai!!!huk2...

its a big joke if im said i didnt miss my famili!!oh Allah..please..make my heart strong...untuk tanggung beban rindu ini..perasaan neh mkin menyakitkan once i know the fact that my abah sakit...ohh...aku mohon kuwatkan abah ALLAH..semoga sakit abah sembuh...dat one thing aku pohon ALLAH...pulangkan kebahagiaan yg kau pinjamkan kepada keluarga kami dulu..Kau bukan kejam ALLAH...Kau hanya memberi yang terbaik untuk kami..aku sedar...tapi tolong ALLAH..sembuhkan abah..bagi aku peluang balas jasa umie abah dulu...amin!!

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chapter 79: teruskan hidup

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wah2..dgr dri ayt bkan mai lagi yerkk...ekekeke...matang jer...hehehe...okeh..ermmm..alhamdulillah..aku msih bernyawa...hehehe...masih sihat...pastu...boleh bergurau senda lagi..masih boleh tersenyum lagi..alhamdulillah ALLAH bagi bantuan yg xputus pada aku...lagi2...70 percent asignment dah siap...hehehe...skunk ngah nebes sbb dah nak final..okeh..aku xboleh balik!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!isk2..wai2...kenape!!!!!!!sebabnyer...hermmm...kteorg bisi nak mati time cuti...aku ngan kengkawan aku nak pegi kursus dekat IJN...ermm..ni ecelly pelaburan untuk masa hadapan...time neh mmg la nampak cam...ALLAH..seksanya..org cuti kteorg pegi kursus..tp insya-ALLAH..sacrified for dis time will open pintu rezeki in future kan...ekekeke...

lagi2...esok..kiteorg der program..seminar yg julung kalinye..yg xpenah mimpi pun utk di handle oleh kami2..okeh..not me hundred persen..aku cuma buat tugas2 khas jer..but still..dis is our event!!hopefully esok kami buat yg superb2 gitu...ngeee...tp an..aku xleh pegi kursus utk jpnr...hurmm...nampaknye xde rezeki la nak cuba nasib jadi ahli jpnr kan..xpe la..nak buat cner kan...huhu...wahahaha..pastu...nnti kteorg der buat persembahan untuk dinner imarc...ermmm...aku suke la ngan bebudak kelas aku..sporting..alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah untuk itu..see..now...He show one by one hikmah yg aku xsdar for the very first time aku come here...alhamdulillah...aku syukur sesangat...ermm..walopon kiteorg nampak cam kekok..ye la...nak joget cam lam tv tu x la kan..but at least...walopon berlatih ca lipas kudung..

once again..alhamdulillah!!

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chapter 78: new knowledge

assalamualaikum...

sambil2 duk mencari mud nak translate dialog arab...sbb aku kene jadi retis yg ngetop nnti...men ulang hitting lagu neh..nak kate aku neh spesies kategori ngah putus kasih k ape xde la pulak..ekeke..tp sbb lagu neh beh kowt..so aku layan jer la ngeeee...

pastu aitu...mse kelas system aku de belajar gune joomla!.ase2 kenal x?ngeee...time belajo pun xde pressure2...enjoy jer...hehe..gelak2...maybe sbb lec kiteorg neh ermm..sporting?ye la kot..hehe..so mmg eksaitet giler belajo..alhamdulillah..satu ilmu baru kan...

and hari neh..kiteorg dah submit gruping macromedia...aku xbuat pun macro tu...tp aku selaku pencari maklumat..editor?hehe..puhles2..penat kot mencari maklumat...pastu edit2 video..separeted according to steps..its not an easy work ok..so kawan aku just insert..n oyeah edit and put onto the macro..tp seyes..penat kot..so dis is not single work okei..its a teamwork...so at least..give a credit to others too yer kawan2...sume org penat..aku pun penat..tp xpe la..its not a big deal pun kan...aku iklas kot buat keje..hurmm..

semoga di mudahkan segalanya...semua benda yg remeh tu..xperlu la pikir...betol x...im living not to serve org yg x reti hargai aku...

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chapter 77: you've seen

 assalamualaikum...

boy; did'nt i've seen you anywhere??

girl:you've seen but don't look....

boy: if so..i might be a blind person...

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chapter 76: reason

assalamualaikum...

some CHANGES required a HUGE effort to be done for...

BIG step to start for...

MORE sacrified to give for...

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chapter 75: my changes?

assalamualaikum...

selamat pagi...hari ni aku xde mud nak tido lelame...sakit kepala...ngeee...okeh..bebaru neh..my fren der bg gmbr pade aku...as reminder...zaman ddedolu..aku neh bukannye spesies addict nak bergambr k ape...tumpang msuk sekakli boleh r...nak bergambr sdirik..asenyer...ermmm...xkot..so...mmg..aku msuk...snapping the piccha then blah...xdela pegi tngok k hape gmbr2 tu..so as many years passes....ngee..aku pun tetiba tergerak ati nak mntk ngan kwn aku gmbr dulu2...xkesah sikit..asalkan ade..then she mail me those piccha...dan aku..scream out..is dat me??!!err...kenape aku muke camtu...huwaaa...taleh timer dos fact...huuu...but worry not..human tend to growing up matured..so do i...ngeee...

tengok la perubahan aku...utk tatapan peribadi...weeee

form 5: mrsm yt besut

okeh..ni time cuti part 6...sumpah..aku ske giler muke aku time neh..sbb dh nampak bujur...ni bukan edit k hape ekk...mmg pure myself..

random pic...from year to year...korang judge la sdiri...huhu

maybe korang rase aku telah done surgery yang memerlukan kos yang berjuta2...=.="

i dont blame dat..coz its a fact..im not the one who really care about appearance...so..i tend..i keep to torture myself..without even to pampered myself well...ermm..well..just to appreciate myself a bit more..i didnt think dat way before..but now..insya-ALLAH..in a good manner..i will appreciate myself...not because i want to attract people...but just to care of myself..coze..im a growing up lady now..im showin dis doesnt aku nak pandang rendah pade diri aku...just..aku nak centerkan kat cni...kite selamenye xkan dok kat takuk lame...mesti changes happen pade ourselves...banyak atau sikit..benda tuh...mmg akan happen..even without we noticing...ermmm...cuma..ape yg bezakan dye is..baik atau buruk..as long im not harm anyone..i guess its alrite...just one thing...im not trying to burukkan diri sdiri...xbersyukur k hape...but aku cuma gtaw.,..everyone deserved to be better for her or himself...^^

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breath 74:conflict

assalamualaikum..

waaa...sumpah lame giler x jenguk blog neh...huwaaa...errmmmm...dah lame aku duk cni..sumpah...from bulan 9...and now...dh bulan 11...dah nak msuk bulan 12 pun...28 neh aku dah konvo...diet aku?hancusss...ekekeke...tp aku smngt lg...errr...cuma..xthu bile nak start trang tang2 blik..maybe time cuti neh?2 bulan kot aku cuti..so asenyer...sempat la aku nak kuruskan blik budi2 aku neh...weee...tp still..aku kawal lg mkn...cuma xstrict cam dlu...

okeh stop!!hurmmm...ape ekk nak gtaw....well..my abah...xberape sihat...sakit ape?kene gtaw ke?well...xperlu la aku ckp..just sakit dye tuh...agak berat..n lau xkene handle...maybe boleh bawak maut but u guys...plis2..doakn yg terbaik utk abah..and he already had his treatment..im called him after many weeks didnt listened to his voice and alhamdulillah..i can feel relieve there...a voice of lessen burden..alhamdulillah...syukran to u ALLAH...alhamdulillah...

seken...okeh..aku pun xtahu cner bnda neh jadi...okeh..aku thu..ecelly ni asalnyer from my inner self jugak..spesies mudah perasan..n maybe aku neh mmg xleh lari dri rase gni...but aku xslhkan sesaper...aku cuma best planner..but the judges..the best one hanya ALLAH...aku plan utk tamo suke sesaper kat cni..okeh...Dia kabulkan doa aku...aku xsuke bebudak same umo aku but my sunbae!!!omai...aku yg xpenah suke senior skunk buat tebiat leh suke senior..sumpah!!aku xpenah suke senior...but worry not..i guess..hanya aku jer yg dok soseh2 teringat ke dye...but him...sumpah x!!!

aku penah buat cubaan berani mati...added him as my fren dkt fb..pastu aku ditarbiah oleh sorang kawan yg baik...aku delete dye blik..but wat for..im stalk him if have any free time...tp asenyer skunk ni dh kurang sket kot...hehehe...at least...till now...errr...

adoi..dis feelin payah nak traslate lah...if any..if any gugle translate..yg boleh terjemah perasaan aku time..plis2...aku sanggup beli...mcm...mcm...ubat..yg supposely xperlu kite telan..tp sbb warna dye menarik cam coklat...aku keep..attact2..attract to him!!!padahal..jumpe pun jarang..dah la lelain kos..caner aku kenal dye?ohh..xperlulah aku buke pekung di dada...ngeee...ckup la aku ckp..i like him..but dis feeling unbelievable coz aku xput any hope to go further with dis feelin...ase2 faham x?rasa hati ni...cam...one day..akan faded away..though i will miss dis feelin after long time xkene...hurmmm...

aku boleh ckp...aku tertekan if im alone...sebab i keep thinkin bout him...aku ase aku dah kene gune2 ke dye...tp aku xberani ckp pape...harap pape...hoping pape...sbb aku xyakin...sbb aku xnampak solution there..atleast..lau dulu2...ade la jugak perasaan yakin i can get dis person.;..maybe sbb same umo..kos..but him..totally different..and him..maybe already like someone else...tp aku xleh la denied..aku rindu nak tngok wajah dye...aku agak sdeh..hri tu jumpe..but he doesnt has any change to see my face...hehehe...ade nada perasan kat ctu..tader2...at least...lau dye terperasan aku...might be he remember me?who now..always2...hri tu...dye dh duk kt kelas aku daa...but still...dye xperasan aku... i guess...sbb..aku jer yg perasan dye...but him...x...hurmmm...

tolong la..neutralkan balik perasaan aku neh..asenyer...ni adalah my pure feeling after faizrul...aku might like other guy before..but not strong as this...rindu2..cuma...xde la riddiculus missing cmni..omai...ALLAH...tolong...aku..aku xtahu nak buwat ape..ase mcm nak giler!!

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breath 73: still holding onto memories

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bile dh xde ape yg perlu aku pikir n menungkan...skunk dok eksaitet n cbok mengingat kenangan pahit n lampau buat bekalan utk termenung..wat derr???hai ahh..aneh bebenor usna nih..ish...lau dh xde bnda yg perlu pikir tu..xpayah la pikir..buang karan jer..plus rugi...hurmm..tp aku xleh nak tipu...sometimes...bitter memories seem sweet in my mind...ahhh...orthodox usna...hurmmm...

perasaan tu mkin2 mcm baru kene suntik ngan botox ble dok ulang kali dgr lagu love2 cmni lg la perasaan tu mkin kuat mencengkam kan..nak2 pulak aku dok jd stalker berjaya stalking wall maknusia yg pernah jadi sejarah pade aku..well..not all..some of them but still...a history for me...supposely..bnda2 gni xperlu la aku pikir..nak2 aku nih on my climaks way utk prove who i am..bnda2 gni xperlu sbnrnye ganggu idop aku...yepp2..aku ingt mereka bkn ertinya aku ni terdesak nak berpakwe-pakwi tp entah...cam yg aku cakap...bitter memories seem sweet in my mind..paham x maknenyer??aku bnci nak ingat..tp...no further answer...hurmmm...

so..aku decided..xperlu la aku berusaha teguh dan utuh nak lupakan all of them...biarlah dorang bersemadi lam kepala aku but at the same time..aku doa moga2 semua ingatan yg kononnya bitter yet sweet ni cpt2 fade away..its so bothersome..reti x???

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breath 72: im not going to ask...

assalamualaikum...

im not goin to anymore ask when i will meet my soulmate...

im been curious about it for entire of my life..and its feel suck...

so now im goin to sit back..relax my arms...close my eyes...and smile...

coz im believe...eve is create for adam...and each adam will meet his rib oneday...

each time im ask myself...im ended with being upsetting....

each time im hoping for that..im finished up being hopeless...

its not a big deal when..where..who...is our soulmate....

the matter is...to keep the relationship lasting forever...

and try our hard to ensure it will become reality...

we choose wat we want to be...

we choose wat we want to happen...

we choose wat we want to create...

but the circumstance for our hope being achieve...

is infinite....

p/s try once to ask ourselves when we will died like we ask who is our soulmate..n u will be shocked...

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breath 71: do the best

assalamualaikum...

phrase do the best...is a common sentence...btol x...sume org cube utk buat yg terbaik...ttpi sejaoh mne??ade x ble kte ckp nk buat yg terbaik tu...kekuatan tu tercetus dkt hati?sbb ble sudah tercetus di hati...for me...itulah iltizam kte yg sbnrnye...

so...wat circumstance might occur...aku cuma nak ckp satu jer pd diri aku...buat yg terbaik usna...so that..i wont regret...buat yg terbaik usna...so that...aku berpuas ati even bnde tu xjd..lau kite buat separuh jalan...perasaan unsatisfied tu lebih menyerang diri dri perasaan x mmpu buat...n aku sngt xske perasaan tu...tp lau kte bua yg terbaik...xkire la pape pom...insya-ALLAH..ia dalam pandangan ALLAH...

its so different between org yg buat dngn terbaik dri org yg xbuat dengan terbaik...once kite dh jerit pd ati kite do the best...sume spesies perasaan malu...segan...xyakin..akan faded away..sbb ape...sbb kite dh janji nak buat yg terbaik...hurmmm...so..aku xnak daa..ckp buat yg terbaik di mulut jer..tp bukan di hati...aku akan cuba sedaya upaya aku...

do the best...avoid regretting...

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breath 70:into the new world...

assalamualaikum...

before im proceed..cantekk x header aku?wehehehe...jenuh taw aku dok ngedit bnde tuh...ekekeke...header tu pic bese jer...tp aku olah cket2 kasik cun...ekekeke...

wah...lastly leh online jgk..fuhh...naseb bek umie si tuan umah dh byr balik wifi..lau x botak la aku nunggu yer function..bosan!!especially xde teman sekepala kan..hehehe...tp pe2 pom..aku tamo ajar diri aku depends on one fren..nak kawan ngan sume org...sume org...bru la feeling to xde mix..xde hard...hehehe...

truthfully..dok kt cni snt2 mncbr..especially..kteorg xde kenderaan...terpakse bngun pepagi tunggu bas uitm..terpck kul 7.15 pagi tepi jalan tp ambilnyer kul 7.45...huu...sbb ye g amik org kt bndr dlu..naseb kau la usna dok cni..hehehe...

tp nak ase mngluh tu..xde la jgk...sbb..aku bru thu..manis jgk sbnrnyer...hehehe...well..ye turn as we wish..lau kite nk buat ye jd mnis..mnis la dye...lau xnak..xde la mnisnyer...so..bersangka baik la dgn tkdir ALLAH...xdenyer DIA nak seksa hamba DIA...Dia nak hamba DIA ni epy2 jer..ilek2 jer..tp perlu kene care..so i choose to berlapang dada..not waiting for wat happenend tomorrow..but face everything i might face in future..ready x ready..tu blakang kire...tp ble dh waiting..dh ready la kan..hehehe...

okei..tu jer..nak off dah..nak tngok cte pulak..bai2...

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breath 69: goodbye home..welcome johore...

assalamualaikum...

asenye xperlu la aku ckp pnjng2...esok aku akn berangkat ke johor..so today is my last day..my last day at home..hurmm..im sad..but excited...paham x perasaan tu?hehehehe...

buat teman2 dekat uitm machang..yg penah menjadi kenalan aku..aku nak mntk maaf bbnyk..aku xsempurna...kamu pun xsempurna..itu lumrah manusia kan..i xnak la ckp..okei..u r my bestfren foreva..sbb..lau aku skit ati ngn korang k hape..tetiba lak aku ckp...okei...kamu just kenalan aku jer..xmo2...konklusinye...u r my fren just way u r...sometimes..im try to create my fren as i wish...tp sume tu salah...we cannot change n create person as we wish...btol x..hehehe...but kite ptt ikut lau bnda tu utk improve diri kite...

aku thu..time ni mmg la sdeh..berpisah la ape la..sampai satu saat...nama aku pun akan dilupakan jugak..eeeii..btol k?hehehe..hrp2 la x kan...hurmm...sepanjang aku kawan ngan mereka..bnyk baik buruk yg aku bljr sal mereka...mereka pom..bnyk kenal baik buruk husna johari ni...manusia kan..xde baik jer memanjang..tp insya-ALLAH..yg baik tu jer akan aku smat lam ati..yg buruk tu...aku tanam skali ngan kenangan...

bila kite jumpe org lain..org lame kite akan lupe...lau xlupe..alhamdulillah..tp lau lupe...nak buat cmne...lau bukan korang yg lupe..mungkin aku..pe2 pom...kamu ade yg terbaik..kamu juga ade yg terburuk..along we been together for years...specially dedicated k?xde2..im just randomly stated...sbb kkamu sume kwn2 aku..so xde yg spesel..xde yg kurang...aku cuba buat..cuba wujudkan seorg shbt yg spesel..tp tkut x sudi terima..so better im back off ccpt..hehehe..jadikan sumenyer equal..xde yg spesel..xde yg terbaik..sumenyer random...sbb aku thu...kwn2 aku pun anggap aku cmtu jgk kan...^^

each day..im growing up..aku akan ubah ape yg org xske psl aku..mngkin sikit..xbnyk...but each day show the progress...ok org xske aku ckp blkng..okei aku ubah..xpuas ati...ckp dpan2...org xske aku mengarut xtntu hala lam blog aku ni..okei aku ubah..xde daa sume tuu..but im looking forward others change too...huhu

sape suke jd kngn kan?so aku hrp..im just not a memories dat someday will fade away...hrp2 x..hrp2..aku ni umpama byg2 korang...lau ade bnda yg terjd pade korang k hape...xkesah la epy k sdeh..korang akn relatedkan dngn diri aku...from dat..i will always live wit u guys...kan2...^_^

dah2..bai2...lau aku minat..t aku post la related post kay..hehehe...

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breath 68: makeup!!

assalamualaikum....

okei aku skunk ngah gler mengumpul make up...wat..kumpul..yeah..org len repurchase..aku kumpul...hehehehe..not too important..but i wish i will own some for myself in future..n i guess this is the best option..>.<!!

hehehe...now..im searching for liptint...coz its look really natural on lips..n..foundation..wat else...blusher..the truth one..not the cheap one coz its make my face sulk..hehehe...bb cream..i guess its optional..n2...ahaaa..liquid eyeliner...hehehe..theres one left..i guess im already forgot wat the name coz im not really expert wit dis stuffs!!well..its one step for me be a woman rite...hehehehe...doin dis n dat...ekekeke...so...i should...

i hope i will found my wish in local drugstore..amin...^^

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breath 67: wishlist ke sejuta!!

assalamualaikum..

without noticing..dah banyak wishlist yg aku dah buat..beribu..lau x berjuta pom..tp certain jer yg tercapai...errr...so..aku ase..kt cni..aku kene conclude balik wishlist aku..sempena menuju degree..hehehe...sempoiiii

1. solat

     -nak solat awal

     -nak solat khusyuk

     -xmo tinggal

2.quran

    -nak abiskan quran

    -nak bacer tetiap hari

3.diri

    -nak jadi pembersih

    -nak mandi kerap..hehehe

    -nak jaga penampilan yg bersesuaian..

    -more self care..in every aspect

4.anak

    -taat 

5.wanita

   - improve masak

   -rajin masuk dapor

6.sahabat

   -nak jadi sahabat yg baik

   -jarang mengkritik

   -memahami

   -menerima teguran

7.mentaliti

  -terbuka pada yg perlu..

  -being acceptance

asenyer ade lg..tp xterpikir...so..masuk phone..jadi reminder...hehehe...

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breath 66: ambil hati...

assalamualaikum...

penawar untuk hati yg sakit...lau ade sakit ati k ape kan...jangan ambil hati...hehehe...yepp..be ignorance...tp bukan sume mmpu buat...includes me...sbb aku bkan seorang yg ego...ermmm...bukan keras kepala...hehehe..org pujuk2 cket..mule la cair cam air..wai!!!

bangga ke punyer sikap ego?aku xbangga n respect pade sesaper yg ade ego melampau nih..okei..ego bertempat itu perlu..tp ego xde tmpat tu...asenyer xpayah la...sebolehnyer cuba mengalah..sbb its the best kan?..^_^

dari mane wujudnyer ego?menurut kepahaman aku..hehehe..ego ni wujud sbb..sbb...lam ati mereka2 itu xmahu mengalah..biler dah xmo mengalah..ego muncul..bagi org yg ego..mengalah dahulu bererti dia yg salah..haii...x matang2 lagi yerpp..kadang2..yg buruk di mata kite...baik di mata DIA..kan2?

satu lagi...kenape kite mesti berat ati nak berubah kalau biler org tgur kite buat benda baik?kenape yer?aku tahu..aku pom payah nak buat sbb kite x suke kan..tp salah la lau kite menolak...kite kene accept..not enough by saying insya-ALLAH..mesti di sudahi dengan usaha..

aku bukan org yg terkenal utk bg nasihat k pape...tp just remember..sometin xkan berubah lau xde step pun kite mule...just by remembering...its doesnt enough...

even note pun kite kene jot...

^_~

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they are precious for me as a pure pearl breath

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breath 65: forever and always...

assalamualaikum...

okei..kat cni nak share one old song...yg aku ase..sweet gler2..n sumpah aku pun mmg mnat penyanyi dye..sbb aku ase..lagu ni..cam ye tuju pade pasangan idop dye..means hubby dye..okei..so aku pun nak tuju la kan..pade hubby aku..konon2..hehehe

"Forever And For Always"

In your arms I can still feel the way you
want me when you hold me
I can still hear the words you whispered
when you told me
I can stay right here forever in your arms

And there ain't no way--
I'm lettin' you go now
And there ain't no way--
and there ain't no how
I'll never see that day....

[Chorus:]
'Cause I'm keeping you
forever and for always
We will be together all of our days
Wanna wake up every
morning to your sweet face--always

Mmmm, baby
In your heart--I can still hear
a beat for every time you kiss me
And when we're apart,
I know how much you miss me
I can feel your love for me in your heart

And there ain't no way--
I'm lettin' you go now
And there ain't now way--
and there ain't no how
I'll never see that day....

[Repeat Chorus]

(I wanna wake up every morning)

In your eyes--(I can still see
the look of the one) I can still see
the look of the one who really loves me
(I can still feel the way that you want)
The one who wouldn't put anything
else in the world above me
(I can still see love for me) I can
still see love for me in your eyes
(I still see the love)

And there ain't no way--
I'm lettin' you go now
And there ain't no way--
and there ain't no how
I'll never see that day....

[Repeat Chorus (2x)]

I'm keeping you forever and for always
I'm in your arms

 ase2..tahu x sape nyanyi n lagu pe?hehehe

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breath 64: xde gmbr raye!!

assalamualaikum...

wat im expect?

gmbr raye...

wat you expect?

gmbr raye...

wat they expect?

gmbr raye...

xde!!

hehehe...aihh ssh bebenor aku ngn famili nk ambik gmbr raye...huhu..demmo..selamat hari rayer..hehehe...malu r nak ambik gmbr raye..bdn gemok2..nnti2 la aku hambik kay..hohoho..tp yg spesel edisi punyer...gmbr time grad ngan gmbr kat johor kekgi..ye la..mne la thu ade yg mnat nk thu sal tmpt aku bljr kan..kan2..hehehe

ahh..sdeh lak nak announce...31 ni..oh x..maybe 30..aku dh nak blah...uitm segamat johor memanggil2 diriku..huii...wai2...

xpe la..aku bagi gambar aku yerp..hehehe...walopon xde kene mengena..hehehe

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breath 63: ikhlas

assalamualaikum...

sound biase2 kan..bende tu bunyi easy..tp sumpah payah nak buat...aku susah nak iklas ngan org..even pd diri aku sendiri..wai?

for certain thing..aku ase aku boleh..sbb kite sdirik leh ase kite ni iklas atau x...just only kite..even ngan parents pom susah nak iklas..apetah lg org yg xde kaitan ngan kite..leh rase kan...

iklas...susah...tp biler dh buat...it will brite ur life..how..just try once...aku nak cuba..tp gagal..urghhh..wai..wai..and ble aku xleh jadi iklas..org2 yg dok around circumstances aku pom..aku akan ase..mereka xiklas ngan aku..entah..bad habits yg dtg dri mne hentah...p dat sound fair la kan..aku xiklas..ko x iklas..p sound sakit lau aku iklas..ko x..ase nak terajang..hehehe

just..how..hurmm..aku ase..org yg iklas ni mmg baik..sbb..ble dorang iklas...everything...mrka akan accept..boleh jd pmbntu yg bgus...tanpa bantahan..sbb jiwa mereka sudah berada lam zon keiklasan..ble iklas..sume bnda yg nampak sukar..boleh di telan n diterima...hurmm...

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they are precious for me as a pure pearl breath

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breath 62: raya!!

assalamualaikum...

de bpe hri lg before raye!!im eksaitet..but at the same time feeling sad..walopon sound cam fake..but i do miss ramadhan..wai im said fake?coze..coze..ahh..neva mind..it will be my top secret..~shuuuusshh

to be add..de bpe hri jer lg nak dok umah..im goin to the campus a bit earlier than others!!waiii!!urghhhh..mengeluh x sudah2..ekekeke..pe2 pom..im realieved sbb..sume keje alhamdulillah dah nampak keberesannye..just..nak tunggu cop and anta surat pohon biasiswa jpa jer lg...hopefully..everything gonna be smooth..

ahh..lupe..td aku ngan adik aku dok buat to do list kemas umah..aigoo..a lot of work..giler!!bukan nak bangge..umah aku mmg buruk..buruk gle...err..ok medium buruk..p besar ngalahkan umah banglo!!aigooo...dah la yg kene kemas kami dua org jerp..terpakse la..dah time rayer jer bru cbok nak kemas kan...=.="

tadi aku dah nyahkan bbrape bnde..heehhe...langsir kt bahagian atas dah buang...insya-ALLAH..lau xde aral...aku basuh hri ni..bukan pe..sbun dah abis...shower pom!!!umie!!kene pegi beli!!uh2...

hari ni..esok..lusa..tulat..gonna be the bisies day of mine..huhu..biaselah..time2 raye kan..ekekeke...demmo..its sure gonna be fun..hehehe..im sure...

hopefully...aku ngan adik aku leh follow up the plan n boleh senang lenang during raye nite~coze we usually arrange our house on dat nite!!wat der..uhuhuhu

kali ni bagi kelainan yerpp!!!^^

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they are precious for me as a pure pearl breath

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breath 61 : bereskan!!

assalamualaikum...

kesibukan memakse aku melupakan facebook...blog...and segalanyer...errr..tipu??

hehe..tader2 seyes aku cbuk...hehehe...dri minggu lepas lg sampai la hri ni...dok cbuk jer memanjang..aigoo...tp alhamdulillah..satu persatu keje aku dh beres..ALLAH bg kemudahan and kesenangan pada aku untuk sapkan sume keje alone..xmo susahkan umie and  abah..but give a little burden to my beloved brother abang ji...gomen oniisan!! >.</

"yu ni bagus..berdikari..sume keje yu bereskan sendiri..abah xleh taleh tolong paper dah...abah xtahu"

tatkala aku dgr abah aku ckp gtu..im tac...no need abah..selagi yu ade kudrat..yu akn siapkan sendiri keje yu...abah ilek2 jer ekk..hehehe..ckup la a past 20 years ago..aku eksaitet bg mslh pd abah ngan umie aku..give a chance for me dis day..to work up a little use my strength...^^

korang xmo bereskan keje lagi k?udah2 la feeling xmo pegi u...sok2 kene sambung gak..ekekeke...

bertindak cepat..beres cepat..raye ni tersengih jer sbb sume keje dah selesai..alhamdulillah...

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they are precious for me as a pure pearl breath

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breath 60: cannot be mine...

assalamualaikum...

tak semua yg kite nak..mesti kite akan dpt..kan2?huhu..dah aku pulak..duk fenin pk..cmne la..nak make one relationship long lasting...wake up usna!!if they not granted u well as u do to them..so wat should u?aihh..xpepaham lg kaa...dont hold onto one relationship..u must notice that...each relation will end..tp ape yg kekal..only the memories..

so...be biase2 jer k...smile as much as u should..remember...u only choose who deserved to get ur love...only you...n plis dont love people more than urself...its suffocate!!

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they are precious for me as a pure pearl breath

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breath 59: rumah sewa...

assalamualaikum...

huwaa..dah lame xhupdate blog bersawang...ekeke...ah...batta..selamat menyambut ramadhan al mubarak!!cehh..org dah msuk 10 ramadhan pertengahan aku bru wish..puftt...tjuk siot jer scary...hehehe..bkn cte antu kay..ni cte aku...aihh..cam korang thu...aku kan dpt segamat...sumpah xde penempatan utk student deg cam aku..bru aku ingt..im assigned there as deg part 3 not.1..hailaaaa..

so nak di jadikan cte..aku dah jumpe umah sewa kat sane..ok not bad...

sebulan : 110
umah teres 4 bilik
ade tenet
api air tanggung sdirik...
ade sume kelengkapan
bas uitm ulang alik 4 kali sehari...

alhamdulillah...wthout hesitate..aku make up mind aku dok ctu...tamo la pk lbih2..panjng2..ltih..aku nak move n steady jer..nak dok ctu..duduk..xmo..blah...sape yg pijak kepala aku...mati...ekekeke...insya-ALLAH petang ni..aku akan bank in kan duit..saper2 jer yg bank in pd aku hri ni..JER aku tlong bank in kan pd tuan umah..ecelly..xde pekdah pom aku tunggu sape2 yg still confuse nak dok umah tu k idak..im not lose anything..infact..aku waste my time dok tunggu mereka2 yg aku dah tlong crikan umah sewa..aigoo..so i will not..sacrified..anyone yg tlh berbaik ati bank in duit pd aku awl2 smata2 cuba utk mnjd mulia n suci dngn menunggu mrka yg msih..nak k xnak?wat der?!!..no way!!!aku kate hri ni..hri ni..lain dri pd hri ni..buat sdiri...

hope..everything gonna be smooth..amin...

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they are precious for me as a pure pearl breath

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breath 58: sometimes unfair...

assalamualaikum...

kadang2 terdetik laa jugak lam jiwa aku...wai me yg kene face sume ni?ase cam nak nanges...dah la dpt jaoh..pastu kolej...blom tntu dpt..ade paham?!tp saper aku nak ase sume ni kan..lau ckp kang kte xreti bersyukur...tp aku yakin...mesti ade hikmah yg maha besar nnti...

time thu dpt segamat...aku sdeh..p xdelah smpai menanges..p ble dpt thu kemungkinan utk dpt kolej nnti amat tipis..bkn stkt tipis..xde chance langsung..aku daa lemah smngt n ptus asa...so..jaoh kat sdut ati aku...terpikir..wat point aku study hard lau secebis kelonggrn n kelebihan x bg pd aku?dah la dpt jaoh..kolej xdpt plak..org len..dh la dpt dkat..kolej lau xdpt insya-ALLAH ade peluang..pointer xtinggi mne pom...so unfair...org len senang la ckp sabar..bla2..cube kene kat btg idong sdiri...lau hang seko2 dok kat isolate pulau..hang ade ase nak sabar lg ka?tu pun mjur ade sorang dua kenalang..lau x..

aku tulis kt cni bukan nak nag...aku cuma ase sdeh...ALLAH..moga Kau ampunkan dosa aku ni..amin...aku harap..jiwa aku makin tenteram..jiwa aku redha..jiwa aku pasrah...ALLAH xkan uji aku ngan sumetime yg burden me kan..husnozon..;)

hurmm..makin bnyk la keje pasni...

mode..superduperxepy...

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they are precious for me as a pure pearl breath

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breath 57: puasa!!!

assalamualaikum...

esok daa pose..mlm ni terawih...sebulan from here dah raye...huu..pastu msuk deg...cepatnyer mse berlalu...mne 5 months aku dolu?hehehhe...aneh...one blink...ilang!!...selamat berpuasa n berterawih!!hehehe

semoga aku boleh khatam quran..full pose..full terawih...kurus...ngehehe...insya-ALLAH...^^

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they are precious for me as a pure pearl breath

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breath 56: tersedar...

assalamualaikum...

baru aku tersedar..selama ni pikiran aku di propagandakan ngan kebahagiaan dunia...aku always doa..ALLAH...bagi peluang aku balas jasa umie n abah dulu..plis2..time tuh..aku cuma pikir..bg mse utk bahagiakan mereka tuh..utk rse duit aku..duit doniaa...makann akhirat utk mereka?xde aku pikir lak?huk2..ni sume kesedaran ble umie aku smngt pam2 ajak aku g jemaah kat surau..at first im denied..ngehehe..malesss...uhuhu..then dye merajok..huwaa..xmo ckp ngan aku...jiwa mula la keliru..wai me yg always dye nak marah..nak merajok?waii!!urghhh..tensen2..sedangkan im not deserved to be like dis...plus..dye merajok sbb dye ajak buat bnda bek tp aku refuse..errkkk...

then dngn sikit pujukan n urutan..hehehe..okei..aku pergi..walopon ati msih xmo..xpe la..iklas tu 6ti2..kite build slow2..huu..aku pun xmo la jd kaki mesjid time nak pose jer...salah btol pikiran i..sungguh..

biler mati...biler mati...matiii...nak buat good deeds pun dh xmnympt...huu..tamo2...^^

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they are precious for me as a pure pearl breath

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breath 55: dont take a rest!!

assalamualaikum...

once aku bacer..ati terkesima bersetuju...waddup ayat..kelas kau usna....hahaha...p mmg btol pun..kite tend to take  arest after first victory..sbb tu org leh ckp..its just a luck...bukan mmg u deserved dpt pom..aku xmo ehh gtu..aku nak org thu yg aku mmg layak dpt sume tuh!!!

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breath 54: sajer nak show off..puffttt

assalamualaikum...

sumpah xde keje..walopon ati aku memberat dengan majoo..kene tunjuk gak penempatan baru aku deg nanti...tadaaa...daaa...daaa...

raw facts bout dis uni..aku kutip sket2 dri kawan yg penah duk sane..asenyer..lau salah..gomen2...

1. dalam utan belantara 

2.jaoh dri bandar

3.kolej selesa

4.makanan murah

5. program cam bisness...akaun...rekod

and so on..so on...

lau nak tahu lebih jelas n sahih...jum terjah laman web uitm segamat johor

lets fate fares u usna chan..huwaaa2...

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they are precious for me as a pure pearl breath

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breath 53: new stage

assalamualaikum...

pe cerr...hurmm...aku daa tahu keputusan degree...im not shocked..my prediction got shot...huuu...gler aku xleh nak tido smlm..i mean sehari before check result..sumpah xleh..buat2 tido pun xleh...ase nak nanges jer...mcm2 main kat pikiran aku...jaohh....keseorangan..isolate..new frens?urghhhh...sumpah sumenyer merunsingkan aku...humphhh...mostly my frens dpt puncak perdana..me...tercampak jaoh ke selatan tanah air..johor selatan an?urghhh...but wat to say?im accept all fact and fate..and i know..ade hikmah behind the scene...ekekeke...its first time aku pegi gler jaohhhhhhhhhhhhh dari tanah tumpah daging n lemak aku....hurmm..once again..im being alone...like before...pegi uitm mache wit zero experience..none frens tagging alone...huu..n there..aku face lg..huuu...sakit2... 

just...aku still xleh pikir lg ape plan aku...cmne nak getting alone ngan kawan yg from the same uni but not too close tp kene hipokrit buat2 kenal n baik..urghh..xpe la..at least...first time..maybe..who know..aku ecelly leh gler close ngan sek2 tu an..huu...who knowww~~

selamanyer aku xleh berkepit ngan kawan2 yg aku baik..for sometime...i must away from my comfortable zone too..so dat i can grow up...

uitm segamat...please be nice to me nee...huuu

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breath 52: debaran

assalamualaikum...

late nite post...berdebar nak tunggu keputusan deg cam nak kawen jer..ni blom kawen lg...aku redha buleh mane2 pun..redha..sungguh..kos ape pun...insya-ALLAH...lau dapat puncak..jumpe ngan uda..nadwa..cadh..ain..cah..min..lina..aja..n sume laa..lau dapat segamat..dapat kawan baru..each possibilities give opportunities to me as long the thing i look from the positive view..rite2?

senang cte..check esok jer..kompem kuar..xpun selasa nih..sah2 dah kuar...ngehehehe

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breath 51: theres are things...

assalamualaikum...

once i made a mistake..i will learn..not repeat the mistake again..dats y we need to practicing..not only learn...as abang nasir told...

"as a teacher..u speak..u get pahala..u act..u get more..."

   "but still..as what u says..good learning should be done by verbal n act"

once im read dis..im just freeze..coze i could not said anythin except agree wit dis..really..people who read a lot...who gain many knowledge will speak differently...uhuhu..kene tmbh bnyk ilmu lg nih...

if we make a mistake...remind urself to not repeat the mistake..if we only learn..we will keep doin the same...done it by practising...doin sometin by only learning is like doin work with half hearted..in a half way..but doing sometin wit learn n practice..u will remind it..n put the seed..inside urself...its just different..

#talkedtomyself#

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they are precious for me as a pure pearl breath

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breath 50: number one for me

assalamualaikum...

umie..you are the number one for me..i love u umie..i love u abah...tengs for being by my side...i might sick of ur order...i might hate of ur advice...but i will be miss it someday..and hope u will angry at me if its okei for me listen to ur voice once again...

umie..abah..saranghaeyeo!!!

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they are precious for me as a pure pearl breath

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breath 49: muahahaa

assalamualaikum...

best gak...;)

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breath 48: can i sleep?

assalamualaikum...

can i sleep n be a beauty rite after i get enough sleep?ngehehehe..dream of!!!

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breath 47: simple quote...

assalamualaikum...

berminat ngan simple quote kat atas..hehe...kepercayaan...satu benda..bunyik cam simple mimple..tp..termsuk lam pemahamam vocab payah utk dilaksanakan...even..aku pun sukar nak percaya diri aku..apetah org len..smngt kesukanan n curiosity sungguh mendalam lam diri aku...hehehe...hopefully..everything getting well ended...hopefully..all the joy..all the happiness i grab for dis short time will lasting forever..

have faith usna!!

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they are precious for me as a pure pearl breath

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breath 46: gadjet kesayangan...

assalamualaikum...

well2..aku tahu..tahu sngt2 korang mesti ade gadjet kesayangan kan..aku tahu yg aku punyer pom cam biasa gler dh pader kamu2 semua..err..kamu?ade k yg bcer blog aku?wehehehe..sajer jer nak share..presento..bnda yg paling aku syg..gler..sbb ni adelah antara harta yg mahal..yg kepunyaannyer adelah aku..wehehehe...

indahnyer..indahnyer..mereka2 sungguh indah..tanpa mereka..perjalananan kehidopanku sngt hambar..aku ase cam nak tambah satu dua lg gadjet..apekah?ahaa...pendrive ngan mp4..mp3?no klas..ngehehe..aku nak mp4...bile mahu beli?err...ti dh ckup duit..msenyer...undefined..sbb aku selalu dgr lgu pakai anset..ase cam..xmo la..ti anset aku yg comei lote ni cepat rosak n abis bateri....dh la aku syg gler anset ni walopon aitu penah jatuh cam nak gler...wehehehe..naseb xpecah..skrin xrosak..xpatah..xsemua...waaa~~~

yeah2..nak beli dua bnda ni lg...asenyer..dh lengkap bnda yg akan dok lam beg aku ti..headphone tu..nak upgrade kepada earphone..so additional new gadjets dh xjd 2 tp 3..ape kehel ko ni usna?wehehee...

mereka sngt bermkne utk aku..cam kekasih..awal dan jua akhir...gler~~

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