assalamualaikum..
waaa...sumpah lame giler x jenguk blog neh...huwaaa...errmmmm...dah lame aku duk cni..sumpah...from bulan 9...and now...dh bulan 11...dah nak msuk bulan 12 pun...28 neh aku dah konvo...diet aku?hancusss...ekekeke...tp aku smngt lg...errr...cuma..xthu bile nak start trang tang2 blik..maybe time cuti neh?2 bulan kot aku cuti..so asenyer...sempat la aku nak kuruskan blik budi2 aku neh...weee...tp still..aku kawal lg mkn...cuma xstrict cam dlu...
okeh stop!!hurmmm...ape ekk nak gtaw....well..my abah...xberape sihat...sakit ape?kene gtaw ke?well...xperlu la aku ckp..just sakit dye tuh...agak berat..n lau xkene handle...maybe boleh bawak maut but u guys...plis2..doakn yg terbaik utk abah..and he already had his treatment..im called him after many weeks didnt listened to his voice and alhamdulillah..i can feel relieve there...a voice of lessen burden..alhamdulillah...syukran to u ALLAH...alhamdulillah...
seken...okeh..aku pun xtahu cner bnda neh jadi...okeh..aku thu..ecelly ni asalnyer from my inner self jugak..spesies mudah perasan..n maybe aku neh mmg xleh lari dri rase gni...but aku xslhkan sesaper...aku cuma best planner..but the judges..the best one hanya ALLAH...aku plan utk tamo suke sesaper kat cni..okeh...Dia kabulkan doa aku...aku xsuke bebudak same umo aku but my sunbae!!!omai...aku yg xpenah suke senior skunk buat tebiat leh suke senior..sumpah!!aku xpenah suke senior...but worry not..i guess..hanya aku jer yg dok soseh2 teringat ke dye...but him...sumpah x!!!
aku penah buat cubaan berani mati...added him as my fren dkt fb..pastu aku ditarbiah oleh sorang kawan yg baik...aku delete dye blik..but wat for..im stalk him if have any free time...tp asenyer skunk ni dh kurang sket kot...hehehe...at least...till now...errr...
adoi..dis feelin payah nak traslate lah...if any..if any gugle translate..yg boleh terjemah perasaan aku time..plis2...aku sanggup beli...mcm...mcm...ubat..yg supposely xperlu kite telan..tp sbb warna dye menarik cam coklat...aku keep..attact2..attract to him!!!padahal..jumpe pun jarang..dah la lelain kos..caner aku kenal dye?ohh..xperlulah aku buke pekung di dada...ngeee...ckup la aku ckp..i like him..but dis feeling unbelievable coz aku xput any hope to go further with dis feelin...ase2 faham x?rasa hati ni...cam...one day..akan faded away..though i will miss dis feelin after long time xkene...hurmmm...
aku boleh ckp...aku tertekan if im alone...sebab i keep thinkin bout him...aku ase aku dah kene gune2 ke dye...tp aku xberani ckp pape...harap pape...hoping pape...sbb aku xyakin...sbb aku xnampak solution there..atleast..lau dulu2...ade la jugak perasaan yakin i can get dis person.;..maybe sbb same umo..kos..but him..totally different..and him..maybe already like someone else...tp aku xleh la denied..aku rindu nak tngok wajah dye...aku agak sdeh..hri tu jumpe..but he doesnt has any change to see my face...hehehe...ade nada perasan kat ctu..tader2...at least...lau dye terperasan aku...might be he remember me?who now..always2...hri tu...dye dh duk kt kelas aku daa...but still...dye xperasan aku... i guess...sbb..aku jer yg perasan dye...but him...x...hurmmm...
tolong la..neutralkan balik perasaan aku neh..asenyer...ni adalah my pure feeling after faizrul...aku might like other guy before..but not strong as this...rindu2..cuma...xde la riddiculus missing cmni..omai...ALLAH...tolong...aku..aku xtahu nak buwat ape..ase mcm nak giler!!
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