December 28, 2012

chapter 82: cheer for you!!!

assalamualaikum...

3 januari..my first degree paper...wehehehe...ermmm...sedia?opkos....not!!wehehehe...but..insya-ALLAH..im pretty confident wit my self...ermmm..wat else...oyeah...12 malam aku blik kelantan!!giler x sbr nak jupe umie..abah...sume2 la...huhu...pastu...20 aku kene gerak blik...huk2...hurmmm...pastu daa xblik...sdeh kan...tp tu sume ecelly experience utk aku...pastu an...alhamdulillah...aku dah x mengidap sebarang penyakit ati daa...alhamdulillah...ase mcm relieved somehow..somewhere...sbb aku follow the flow..not pushin myself too hard...hehehe...ase mcm..okei..aku buleh accept all those thing yang aku face now..and aku didnt question why...alhamdulillah...aku hrp...perasaan aku pade unrequited love aku tu benar2 vanish...amin..insya-ALLAH...sbb aku sdirik xmo daa men tarik tali...tarik tali over sometin yg virtue cam ni...sbb aku sendiri x sure...sebab ecelly aku jer yg mencipta fantasi...coze im hope he will share same feelin as me...hurmmm...mjur dis time aku xhanyut jejaoh and aku sedar cepat2...alhamdulillah...once again..depth from my heart..aku sangat2 syukur...now..aku kene create satu care...ermmmm..cmne...even when aku face him nnti..maybe for the last time..dats y im prettry excited to meet him...hehehe...sbb aku..pasni aku mungkin dah xkan jumpe dye sbb dye mungkin akan cbok daa...ermmm...so its okei...hehehe...so..aku hrp...dis time...though just whispering inside my heart...aku boleh say a good farewell for him...not just only as a senior and junior..but also the a farewell for my unrequited love...

a good way though seem lame...put ur headphone...fake as you dont care...put ur eyes straight to ur handphone..or close ur eyes...loud the volume..and open when ur destination have reach..tu la care yang aku buat pun..hurmmm...and...one way...trust and yakinkan diri...he didnt make a glance towards you even a slight...paling tepat lagi...SEDAR DIRI LA WEI...tolong njangan perasan sngt...huk2...

they are precious for me as a pure pearl breath

December 23, 2012

chapter 81: buat mu teman

assalamualaikum...

am i deserved to classified and say who them to me...nope..they just my good frens...^^...whoever look me as their fren..it will shot me same...i love you guys as you are...^^



they are precious for me as a pure pearl breath

December 22, 2012

chapter 80:big joke!!

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ngah layan cite nuste hri neh..perghhh..dh lame x amik aura hindustan neh..asik korea jer...agak borin there..so ubah mud...tngok mister saruk yg umphh ensem nak mati..okei..im stuck with his hair..omai!!!huk2...

its a big joke if im said i didnt miss my famili!!oh Allah..please..make my heart strong...untuk tanggung beban rindu ini..perasaan neh mkin menyakitkan once i know the fact that my abah sakit...ohh...aku mohon kuwatkan abah ALLAH..semoga sakit abah sembuh...dat one thing aku pohon ALLAH...pulangkan kebahagiaan yg kau pinjamkan kepada keluarga kami dulu..Kau bukan kejam ALLAH...Kau hanya memberi yang terbaik untuk kami..aku sedar...tapi tolong ALLAH..sembuhkan abah..bagi aku peluang balas jasa umie abah dulu...amin!!




they are precious for me as a pure pearl breath

December 16, 2012

chapter 79: teruskan hidup

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wah2..dgr dri ayt bkan mai lagi yerkk...ekekeke...matang jer...hehehe...okeh..ermmm..alhamdulillah..aku msih bernyawa...hehehe...masih sihat...pastu...boleh bergurau senda lagi..masih boleh tersenyum lagi..alhamdulillah ALLAH bagi bantuan yg xputus pada aku...lagi2...70 percent asignment dah siap...hehehe...skunk ngah nebes sbb dah nak final..okeh..aku xboleh balik!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!isk2..wai2...kenape!!!!!!!sebabnyer...hermmm...kteorg bisi nak mati time cuti...aku ngan kengkawan aku nak pegi kursus dekat IJN...ermm..ni ecelly pelaburan untuk masa hadapan...time neh mmg la nampak cam...ALLAH..seksanya..org cuti kteorg pegi kursus..tp insya-ALLAH..sacrified for dis time will open pintu rezeki in future kan...ekekeke...

lagi2...esok..kiteorg der program..seminar yg julung kalinye..yg xpenah mimpi pun utk di handle oleh kami2..okeh..not me hundred persen..aku cuma buat tugas2 khas jer..but still..dis is our event!!hopefully esok kami buat yg superb2 gitu...ngeee...tp an..aku xleh pegi kursus utk jpnr...hurmm...nampaknye xde rezeki la nak cuba nasib jadi ahli jpnr kan..xpe la..nak buat cner kan...huhu...wahahaha..pastu...nnti kteorg der buat persembahan untuk dinner imarc...ermmm...aku suke la ngan bebudak kelas aku..sporting..alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah untuk itu..see..now...He show one by one hikmah yg aku xsdar for the very first time aku come here...alhamdulillah...aku syukur sesangat...ermm..walopon kiteorg nampak cam kekok..ye la...nak joget cam lam tv tu x la kan..but at least...walopon berlatih ca lipas kudung..

once again..alhamdulillah!!

they are precious for me as a pure pearl breath

December 07, 2012

chapter 78: new knowledge

assalamualaikum...

sambil2 duk mencari mud nak translate dialog arab...sbb aku kene jadi retis yg ngetop nnti...men ulang hitting lagu neh..nak kate aku neh spesies kategori ngah putus kasih k ape xde la pulak..ekeke..tp sbb lagu neh beh kowt..so aku layan jer la ngeeee...

pastu aitu...mse kelas system aku de belajar gune joomla!.ase2 kenal x?ngeee...time belajo pun xde pressure2...enjoy jer...hehe..gelak2...maybe sbb lec kiteorg neh ermm..sporting?ye la kot..hehe..so mmg eksaitet giler belajo..alhamdulillah..satu ilmu baru kan...

and hari neh..kiteorg dah submit gruping macromedia...aku xbuat pun macro tu...tp aku selaku pencari maklumat..editor?hehe..puhles2..penat kot mencari maklumat...pastu edit2 video..separeted according to steps..its not an easy work ok..so kawan aku just insert..n oyeah edit and put onto the macro..tp seyes..penat kot..so dis is not single work okei..its a teamwork...so at least..give a credit to others too yer kawan2...sume org penat..aku pun penat..tp xpe la..its not a big deal pun kan...aku iklas kot buat keje..hurmm..

semoga di mudahkan segalanya...semua benda yg remeh tu..xperlu la pikir...betol x...im living not to serve org yg x reti hargai aku...

they are precious for me as a pure pearl breath