assalamualaikum...
3 januari..my first degree paper...wehehehe...ermmm...sedia?opkos....not!!wehehehe...but..insya-ALLAH..im pretty confident wit my self...ermmm..wat else...oyeah...12 malam aku blik kelantan!!giler x sbr nak jupe umie..abah...sume2 la...huhu...pastu...20 aku kene gerak blik...huk2...hurmmm...pastu daa xblik...sdeh kan...tp tu sume ecelly experience utk aku...pastu an...alhamdulillah...aku dah x mengidap sebarang penyakit ati daa...alhamdulillah...ase mcm relieved somehow..somewhere...sbb aku follow the flow..not pushin myself too hard...hehehe...ase mcm..okei..aku buleh accept all those thing yang aku face now..and aku didnt question why...alhamdulillah...aku hrp...perasaan aku pade unrequited love aku tu benar2 vanish...amin..insya-ALLAH...sbb aku sdirik xmo daa men tarik tali...tarik tali over sometin yg virtue cam ni...sbb aku sendiri x sure...sebab ecelly aku jer yg mencipta fantasi...coze im hope he will share same feelin as me...hurmmm...mjur dis time aku xhanyut jejaoh and aku sedar cepat2...alhamdulillah...once again..depth from my heart..aku sangat2 syukur...now..aku kene create satu care...ermmmm..cmne...even when aku face him nnti..maybe for the last time..dats y im prettry excited to meet him...hehehe...sbb aku..pasni aku mungkin dah xkan jumpe dye sbb dye mungkin akan cbok daa...ermmm...so its okei...hehehe...so..aku hrp...dis time...though just whispering inside my heart...aku boleh say a good farewell for him...not just only as a senior and junior..but also the a farewell for my unrequited love...
a good way though seem lame...put ur headphone...fake as you dont care...put ur eyes straight to ur handphone..or close ur eyes...loud the volume..and open when ur destination have reach..tu la care yang aku buat pun..hurmmm...and...one way...trust and yakinkan diri...he didnt make a glance towards you even a slight...paling tepat lagi...SEDAR DIRI LA WEI...tolong njangan perasan sngt...huk2...
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