September 15, 2012

breath 73: still holding onto memories

assalamualaikum...


bile dh xde ape yg perlu aku pikir n menungkan...skunk dok eksaitet n cbok mengingat kenangan pahit n lampau buat bekalan utk termenung..wat derr???hai ahh..aneh bebenor usna nih..ish...lau dh xde bnda yg perlu pikir tu..xpayah la pikir..buang karan jer..plus rugi...hurmm..tp aku xleh nak tipu...sometimes...bitter memories seem sweet in my mind...ahhh...orthodox usna...hurmmm...

perasaan tu mkin2 mcm baru kene suntik ngan botox ble dok ulang kali dgr lagu love2 cmni lg la perasaan tu mkin kuat mencengkam kan..nak2 pulak aku dok jd stalker berjaya stalking wall maknusia yg pernah jadi sejarah pade aku..well..not all..some of them but still...a history for me...supposely..bnda2 gni xperlu la aku pikir..nak2 aku nih on my climaks way utk prove who i am..bnda2 gni xperlu sbnrnye ganggu idop aku...yepp2..aku ingt mereka bkn ertinya aku ni terdesak nak berpakwe-pakwi tp entah...cam yg aku cakap...bitter memories seem sweet in my mind..paham x maknenyer??aku bnci nak ingat..tp...no further answer...hurmmm...

so..aku decided..xperlu la aku berusaha teguh dan utuh nak lupakan all of them...biarlah dorang bersemadi lam kepala aku but at the same time..aku doa moga2 semua ingatan yg kononnya bitter yet sweet ni cpt2 fade away..its so bothersome..reti x???


they are precious for me as a pure pearl breath

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